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Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 6:03 PM
oh, so high.


Church yesterday.

Haven't met all of them for the past week as I was sadly, quarantined.
Happy happy to be back at church again and all the concerns from everyone(:

Yes, I'm feeling much much better of course!

Alright, bilingual session, lunch (didn't eat), youth, teaching, cellgroup time.

After everything, we were like sitting around.
Hsiaofong told zhiting she didn't wanna go for a movie.
Then I told Anita "I don't wanna watch movie with you!"
After that, think it was.. Timothy and Cr. They walked past our table then Cr said, "I'm not gonna watch movie with you."

LOL. All of us started laughing. So coincedental.

IONorchard after that. Swear I'm not going there these few weeks or something.
What on earth.
I go there and get banged and stepped on uncountable times, come back with some cuts.

If you're tiny, don't ever go there. Wait, just not now. Wait till there's no crowd, rowdy crowd.

Lol, this video is epic.


Well, and in any case if you've read my post till here..
This conversation I had with Rachel was as well, hilarious shit.

#Rachel! You've: Did you just fart?

Aishyn: No i didnt, DID YOU?

#Rachel! You've: my cousin's a rock.

Aishyn: AND YOU'RE MY STONE.

#Rachel! You've: DO YOU EAT SHOES?!

Aishyn: NO I DONT.

#Rachel! You've: I LIKE TO SLURP RICEEEEE.

Aishyn: I LIKE SLURPY, BRAINFREEZEEE.

#Rachel! You've: haahaha omygosh i heard about your fish.

Aishyn: I HEARD ABOUT YOUR CAT.

#Rachel! You've: YOUR CAT ATE IT.

Aishyn: hows it doing

I KNOW YOU LOVE

ME.

PLEASE SPILL UR FEELINGS NOW

NOWNOWNOW

I SAY, NOW!

#Rachel! You've: You and me are best friends right.

Aishyn: HOW CAN YOU EVER DOUBT THAT?

#Rachel! You've: hahah okay so can i tell you something.

I'M ON DRUGS

Aishyn: alrite. IM ON DRUGS TOO.

you are my drug, aww

hahahahahahahaha.

#Rachel! You've: DID YOU JUST LIE TO MEEE

Aishyn: I DIDNT.

DID YOU LIE TO ME.

I KNOW YOU DID. CAUSE YOU COULDNT HAVE TAKEN DRUGS

#Rachel! You've: HOW COULD YOUUUUUU

Aishyn: unless THERES A CERTAIN MEANING TO IT DEAR GER.

#Rachel! You've: i love you.

Aishyn: I LOVE YOU TOO.

you finally confessed,

#Rachel! You've: I LOST AN EYEBALL

Aishyn: WHAT 'BOUT A FISHBALL?

#Rachel! You've: HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA

THIS IS SO FUN

Aishyn: an eye for an eye, A FISH FOR A FISH, AND A BALL FOR A BALL.

#Rachel! You've: HAAHAAHHAH

Aishyn: i think you can post this

#Rachel! You've: OMG A BALL FOR A BALL

Aishyn: LOL

its

major.

high.

#Rachel! You've: AHAAHHA

YES

HAHAH.

Aishyn: hahahaaha.

#Rachel! You've: I LOVE ICE CREAM

Aishyn: doesnt that sound like my name, OH so here it goes..

" I LOVE YOU TOO"

#Rachel! You've: AHAHAH.

Do you eat fried slippers?

Aishyn: No, how about fried flippers?

#Rachel! You've: they taste good?

Aishyn: mm never tried, you're supposed to go first, REMEMBER.

#Rachel! You've: REMEMBERED.

I THINK I LOST MY MIND.

#Rachel! You've: You stole it. i'm gonna sue you.

#Rachel! You've: lollipops are great.

Aishyn: ain't those that go, " oh you're so hot you make me pop " even more fantastic.

*winks at you.

#Rachel! You've: AHAHAH

Aishyn: i stole your MIND, you stole my HEART.

#Rachel! You've: Ohmygod i just died.

Aishyn: look who's gonna get the higher charge.

#Rachel! You've: aishyn is going all corny!

i like corn.

no actually i lied.

i hate corn.

Aishyn: i hate getting torn, by you.

#Rachel! You've: AHAHHA.

NEED PLASTER.

I think there;s something behind you..

Aishyn: i think there's something next to you, isn't it me?

#Rachel! You've: OH MY GOD ITS THE AIR

Aishyn: how can you not know its me, MAJOR HEARTBREAK.

Aishyn: its the last straw now, say you love me, loud and clear

#Rachel! You've: I GIVE YOU PLASTER

I

I

I

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

Aishyn: L to the O to the V to the E

#Rachel! You've: YOHGURT

Aishyn: nahh, its YO minus H minus G U minus R minus T.

#Rachel! You've: AAHHAAH.

Aishyn: doesnt that spell you?

#Rachel! You've: i like spelling.

i am secretly harry potter.

Aishyn: spelling bee. just like you and mee.

Aishyn: HAHA okay.

#Rachel! You've: willy wonkaaa!

#Rachel! You've: eh i am ben 10.

Aishyn: isnt those sweets just heavenly, just like u and me

i am rachel10, number 1 fan.

#Rachel! You've: AHAHAHHHAAH.

Aishyn: just like how you ran

Aishyn: ohh how i love rhyming stuff, lights up just like how you ate the curry puff.

#Rachel! You've: HAHAHAH.

EH SINGAPORE THE LITTLE RED DOT.

I LIKE COOKING MAGGI MEE IN A POT.

#Rachel! You've: AND GUESS WHT I AM SO HOT.

AND YOU'RE NOT.

Aishyn: I KNOW YOU HATE ME, NOT.

#Rachel! You've: GO DIG OUT YOUR SNOT.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Aishyn: STOP BEING SO ROBOTIC, YOU 'BOT.

ITS TIME MY LOVE TIED YOU INTO A KNOT.

#Rachel! You've: REALLY I CAN PARK A CAR INTO A PARKING LOT.

Aishyn: GUESS WE NEVER EVER FOUGHT.

#Rachel! You've: AND YOU ARE SERIOUSLY SOT.


:D

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Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 2:45 PM
national day celebration without the atmosphere


Okay haven't been posting since I got outta quarantine. Feeling fine, life's still going on as it is supposed to be. Only went for 1 school day since Friday was 'national day celebration'. If you want the national day celebration atmosphere, never ever come to hwa chong international school. If you want just a boring go-to-school-for-the-sake-of-it, then you're welcomed, laughs.

Reached school.
National anthem and pledge in class. (as per normal)
National day message, some ns guy talk. (thru P.A system)
Watch a video. (eyewitnesses during riots and bla, boring, even primary school SOCIAL STUDIES can be more interesting. i cannot believe im saying this)
Singapore quiz. (wth the answers are wrong can? lol)
Decorate birthday card for Singapore (anyhow la, ugly then ugly, haha!)
Another video. (which I didn't bother to even look at)
END OF SCHOOL.

Interesting ay? I bet you're so looking forward to another celebration exactly the same way.

Celebrated Leandre's birthday in class with a chocolate cake, yumm. Cut the cake then yea, they brought paper plates, plastic forks, lighter, candles. Mm. Haven't had a birthday celebration for some time already.

Went out with Sarah Calvin Nicky Jeffery Glenn to AMK hub to buy tickets. Wanted to watch the 3D version of 'UP' but it was fixed price at 13$ so didn't wanna watch it. Watched the 2D version at 3.10pm.

Went to Calvin's house which was just a 5 min walk from Bishan MRT.
Wii-ed, ddr-ed, xbox-ed, guitar-ed, ate.

Found out something.

Back to AMK hub for the movie.
LOL please do not watch this movie if.. you're my age or older than me. Only if you are in for a really cute and.. the story line not really there movie.
Calvin was like " what the f. " during the whole movie.
The front row which consisted of Me Calvin Jeffery Glenn Nicky were really distracted. Phones, talking, popcorn, and yea, calvin's "what the f. ".
I even answered a call, laughs.

After the movie, no one knew where to go then just stood around.
Kinda looked siansian already, saw Theon and his mum down the escalator.
"Theon! Theon!" until he turned around, lol.

Decided to head back home cause I was too tired to aimlessly walk around.
MRT-ed and bus-ed home..
Onlined for a little while, then head to cousin's house.

That was my yesterday.
A day of wii, xbox, ddr, guitar, 'up' and well.. knowing something I never ever dreamt of knowing.

The air's damn bad. Hate it, to the max.

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 1:08 PM
never will forget you


Why didn't I feel contented back then? Now I'm missing those times real badly.
So badly till I start crying so easily.

Those times you'd wait for me at the track even tho I was taking so damn long. Those times you'd call me saying that you're waiting for me at the track. Those times you'd give me comforting means that you know will make me smile. Those times I didn't thank you for anything cause I took it for granted. Those times I thought would last forever.

Crying as I'm typing this, no. I can't.
I'll force a smile and I'm okay.
I remember I once told you that I'm a strong girl :-)

Times have changed, many happening things have been going on in your life, enjoy(:
I'll never forget those times and I'll never forget you.

ImyIly kor, tteot.

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Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 12:08 PM
h1n1


Yes, down with H1N1, most probably.
(if you're gonna ask when its confirmed, it'll never be confirmed. cause s'pore don't take tests for flu anm, unless you're damnit serious and dying.)

How am I gonna spend the rest of "quarantined" days at home, already dying of boredom.
Thanks for those who showered me with loads of concerns and care, luvv you all much :-)

Can't go for the party at Shelly's today, I AM SAD.
Instead, I'm stuck at home. No tuition, wouldn't wanna spread the virus.

Yes.
I think I'll get driven insane by boredom, and not by H1N1.
Dying of the "side-effects" and not the main cause, hahaa.
Will someone be kind enough to come and cure my boredom? :D

Feeling lucky MSN was invented, if not, how to stay at home?!


"The closest you will ever become to psychotic is when you fall in love."

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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 5:30 PM
Love at first sight?


Blogger is certainly working fine. Mozilla Firefox ftw?
Everyone's blogging about how suckish blogger is now cause their create new post template is screwed. Whats wrong, hehe. Maybe I'm the lucky one that doesn't really use colour in her posts, yet is allowed to adjuts font/fontsize/colour/alignment, blabla!

To those whose blogger is screwed up, you can try using the html codes as well, hahaa!

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Haven't been taking pictures recently, therefore, check out my past few posts, no pictures! Don't expect any pictures from the post today too.

Fell sick yesterday. Stuffy nose, bad cough, fever. H1N1 symptoms, but who cares.
H1N1 tests aren't available now since the number's are getting outta control. No, I don't want the hospitals in Singapore to be filled with blood samples, eew.

Gotta chiong an argumentative essay on Love at 1st sight. If you've got any knowledge on this, please tell me on msn okay! I'm so lacking points, cause they are all so darn short. Oh, maybe this time it's a short essay coming up.

High expectations since the teacher said I did excellent this time round with no mistakes?!?!
Must be kidding me I swear, hurhur.
Argumentative's rock much more than Literature, ugh. It's so pulling my grades down.

I'll get retained if I don't pass English. Right. And our English is combined with Literature. So I've got EOYs with Romeo and Juliet, analysing paragraphs and all, oh just kill me, this is torture.

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Love at first sight?

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
again and again


Wowhee. I'm moody now.

Church in the morning, sundayschl help out, lunch (didn't eat) well slacked, long worship for youth, home, worked out.

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Don't hint anything to me when you don't mean it.
Yes, I know I'm vulnerable.


:(

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Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 8:43 PM
i have my moments


- picture removed, low on ego -

Hey you. I'm having a sucky mood right now. No loves online, no funny people online. Boo. Came online and none of the people that usually talks to me are online. Sucky night. Ugh.

Can't watch harry potter with Yy tomorrow, ugh. Well, we'll watch another movie another time darling! Hahaa. Long worship tomorrow for youth. Hmm..

Facebook's not alive at the moment, blogger's well boring me to death cause there are no updates and well, no one's replying messages. Great. That comes to the point.. of..

I dislike it when people don't reply messages :(
Being me, I'll start to get paranoid and shit over nothing LOL.

Dingdangdong, cyu readers.

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Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 10:30 PM
over, time told me so


Everyone's stating that blogger's screwed but mine's totally fine. YET, I'm too lazy to post anything.
1. Nothing to post about.
2. All the readers will find me sucha bore.
3. Uh. I lack inspiration.


DumDumDum.
All over, love's gone. I'm free.
Single and Unavailable.

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 5:42 PM
sleepy pills


Back from school an hour ago, and it's 5:43pm now! :D
Im a good girl, back home early after schl, wowhee, hahaa.

Am converting songs from mp4 mode to mp3 mode now.
Thanks Sarah for sending me songs, yeaa.

I think I suck at blogging, yes I'm a sucky blogger now O: Totally have no blardee inspiration once I clicked create post. Before that, I tell myself I've got loads to post about, end up, nothing much ah.

I feel stupid.
SO this is how it goes.

One night ago, I was having a really bad blocked nose and flu. Therefore I ate this medication not knowing the side effects. Woo, did it work. Totally. I put some drip thing too, yea the singapore kiasu-ism kinda thing. Well, I was really frustrated with the sickness thats why.

The next morning, I couldn't freaking wake up, despite sleeping earlier than usual that night. I drawed to a conclusion that it was because the earlier you sleep, you tend to want more sleep. Told Sarah about it. Hm.

That day, I didn't bring my house key nor my wallet because I was apparently too tired early in the morning I didn't pack my bag whatsoever. Called daddy to pick me up. He then told me I was so damn tired because the medicine I took would cause me to get reallyreally drowsy. *bangsheadagainstthewall.

Sleepy pills? Not a good idea on weekdays.

Thats my conclusion, for now.

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Oh did I mention, I love my twin? :D
I'll end heree, twins-for-life(:

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 5:13 PM
flu bug, go away


Wowhee, hello dear readers(:
Isn't this awesome regular update? Hahaa.
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Left church early today, didn't go for youth svc cause I wasn't feeling very well.
Yy had to leave early too anw, sorry for pangseh-ing you dear grand-daughter and the rest.

Back home, talked with twin and audi-ed a little.
Kept dc-ing from msn and everything today, blardee interet's giving me hell. Ohwells :/
Played audi with Sarah Jeremy Milk till they all left, hmm.

Doesn't my day sound SO fascinating and I'm so enthusiastic to wait for the next day's arrival (sarcasm) so just ignore me, hurhur. Tomorrow's school once again, a tiring week awaits for me. I wonder how Imma live through a few months of this intolerable shit I gotta face in school.

Ending everyday at so late (3.40pm) and on CCA days (5pm plus) isn't really making school life alot better, not to forget, teachers are boring, classes are boring, EXAMS ARE TERROR.
I hate getting all the shit hard homework the teachers forces upon us, totally not having the motivation to do any of them because it just feels like they are just throwing homework at us since "its their job". What can we do? This is the world we're living in.

Twin's out.
Mummy's dragonica-ing.
Boyf's online.
Girlf's online.

Talking to Lilyn on msn now, shall not let her wait and reply her right away.
Hahaa, wait for me uh :D

Wanted to go for a swim/cycle, but well, no mood. Falling sick, so ugh :/
Go away flu bug, you're not gonna attack me.
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Right now, I've no idea what I'm actually feeling.
Feeling terrible, don't know what I should do next.

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Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
hurt


F. I am pissed (and hurt, at the same time).
Twin witnessed it all, luv you for being there ay♥

I got asked by some person to stfu and he claimed that I kpkb.
Wtf is his problem. Wtf did i do.

I got hurt because..
Nvm.

FORGET IT, all the same, NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND.

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i love twin.

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@ 12:25 PM
stole mine, even before i could guard it


Im a happy girl. Im unreasonable, and easily paranoid.
Love me or hate me for who I am :-)


Anw, I'm talking to twin on msn now. Twin-for-life luh, we are so damn similar please. Even while taking picture, our heads always synchro to the same side. Or maybe in other words, we're always the same. Look-alikes yo \w/ Rock on. HAHA :D

Here's my proof:




Yup, so these pictures were taken on Thursday when we had no CCA (released at 3pm).
Decided to head down to Bukit Panjang Plaza to chill out with fellow girlfs :D
Walked a few rounds, not knowing where to head to. All voted for Long John Silvers in the end, but I didn't eat! Too lazy and full x.x Started taking pictures, like mad. What's fun all 'bout?



FAIL.


Usual crazy toilet shot.

Even being in the toilet was funny. Lilyn was scaring Sarah about ghosts and all, so after this shot, all of us rushed out. Eh, I don't believe in ghosts, though!
Continue walking around the place, quite nice, I'll go there again.

After slacking and sing-song-talk-cock, we took the bus back!




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About all now. Miss me readers xoxo.

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Are you gonna hold on and not let go? ♥
I want the morning-messages and wake up calls :/

160709, Ily.

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Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 10:35 PM
comes to an end


wait. here's a rant line #1:
WHY THE HELL DO I HAVE SCHL TOMORROW WHEN ITS YOUTH DAY.

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Here's rant line #2:
WHY ARE WE SUPPOSED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON ASSIGNED SATURDAYS WHEN WE ALREADY HAD E-LEARNING.

E-learning's supposed to be a substitute for going to school. What for did I work like crazy for e-learning when I know I'm supposed to go back to school on Saturday's. Come on, we need our breaks too you know.

-.-

Here's rant line #3:
WE END AT 3.40PM EVERY SINGLE DAY EXCEPT THURSDAY. To make matter's worse, WE END AT 5 ON THURSDAY.

I don't think having homework periods after school is of much use. Come on, we students are so damn tired after waking up at 7am (or even earlier) in the morning and then having subjects after subjects and now you introduce this hw period.

-.-

Here's rant line #4:
FOR E-LEARNING, WE HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORK FOR ALMOST EVERY SUBJECT.

Does the subject-teacher think that we only have their subject to complete? Some are just beyond comprehension, like we weren't taught about that particular thing and then we have to do assignments/projects on it. No notes, no nothing. It is near impossible to do tons for every subject and the biggest problem, we don't even understand a shit about the topic we're supposed to do on.

-.-

[I had enough of ranting.]

yes so now i sprained my back after spraining my foot.
the typical question "why? how did you sprain it?"
before you ask me that, my answer to you is "i dont know" cause I seriously don't.

i found tons of people viewing and running from my blog cause they ask me about it but apparently i don't see their tags and all. ahh, why are all these readers not tagging.

I think the main reason should be, lazy. The root of all problems.

Church today, laughed like crazy, oh how I love sundays. These people just cheer me up a whole lot and i'm able to forget about all the shit i have to or had to go through the past week. Sunday's ftw. Feels weird without church, though.

School tomorrow, am not looking forward to it. Blardee temperature checks, long school hours, and worst of all, I CAN'T WATCH MOVIE WITH THE YR GUYS.

Thanks school for spoiling everything. I'd rather have school last week since all the goverment school people had school and I can't go out with them. And also, those people in our school from overseas stayed back at their home countries for the past week, so may I know whats the difference actually.
[OMG shit, sorry, I know i mentioned that i finished ranting.]

anw yup, thats it for now! :-)

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no matter how strong a man is, he can never fight against fate

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Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 2:22 PM
knock you down


Boo. Haven't posted in a long time. Thanks for helping me post yea, you siaodingdong :D Alright, have been doing e-learning homework, going out for supposedly study date, audi-ing and video-ing. Always when I want to post, something else comes by which explains the lack of updates.

Let me think..

A number of birthday's this week, I can't really recall whose birthday on which actual day, apologies! You know how bad my memory is.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRSTY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESIREE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIINGHARN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIJUN.

:D
Photos taken since the last update..



now.. please allow me to spam you with a roll of pictures (don't worry, less than 10)






DONE.

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sometimes love comes around,
when it knocks you down,
just get back up,
when it knocks you down.

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Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 10:00 PM



Hi , Lilyn Here !
Aishyn the retard is lazy to blog again .
so im here to help her blog since im boredd , zzz .
what a bestfriendd righttttttt :D :D :D !

YTD.
Aishyn & I went to Serene Centre to eat Macdonalds.
Thn Kirsty sms me say saw us and heard us talking :O
( This prove Aishyn has a loud voice , lol ! )
Went over to her house awhile. Talked to her & play with her dog.
nothing much alrd ..

TODAY.
Aishyn is a good girll, she stayed at home.
& she played audi w me and sarah. :)
then sarah gtg . left both of us.
played a few games with my fren, then left.

Now, talking to this siaodingdong Aishyn on msn .
See i type so long like news reporterr lidat=D!

Okay, i shall stop here , see you soon luv<3
TGC.

let me make it colourful ...
TAG AISHYN'S BLOG ALRIGHTTT PPL.
BBBBBBB ^^ !

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Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 6:57 PM
you injected narcotic into your conscience


I am not satisfied with this blogskin. NEH.
Picture quality, sucks (cause I didn't edit it). Anw, I'll come up with a better one soon, when I actually stop getting frustrated with myself when I'm halfway into things, mm.

GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST Yy for your dance in the ESPLANADEEEE :D
Imma complain to you about our grand-daugther cursing me to get struck by lightning while i swam in the rain, hurhur.

Audi-ed from 1:25pm till 4 plus w lilyn the siaodingdong. HAHA ownage, mm.
Sarah joined us, then Lilyn's friends joined us as well, hahaha, was quite fun, but tiring!

Went for a swim while it was drizzling (i didn't get stuck by lightning stupid woman).

I think I'll go get another picture for my blogskin, cause this quality really sucks big time. Am gonna work for it after dinner, wait for me people! xoxo

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I loved you, I missed you, I said I needed you.
I'm over the obsession, I'm (not) over the love.
Nothing can hurt me more than anything else anm, I'm numb of all the pain(:

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Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
RSVP was awesome


Fantabulous night, I enjoyed RSVP(:

The (saturday)night of picking people up from wrong taxi stands, people mysteriously disappearing into thin air, eating icecream, walking to the wrong bus stops, stepping and injuring each other, walking back into the same place, walking out and to the wrong bus stop, walking in different directions, scolding road idiots and verbal 'abuse' which doesnt include vulgarities, 10minutes late for RSVP, still enjoyed RSVP, sweat turned into ice, judo hugs, laughing madness, sang my heart out

I don't know if you bothered to read that chunk, but I enjoyed the night.
I love the great, the awesome, and the grand-daughter.

[didn't take any pictures today, just your luck]

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it hurts just to tell myself not to talk to you anm, just a good luck for your o'levels and takecare
contemplated for ages if i should send that message, and yea i did
i don't wanna be a bother so i'll just wait till you talk to me first kay, i got hurt too much..

Mm, anw this isn't boy-girl-relationship thing hahaha, not about him, no not about him anm :D
well yea okay i dont think anyone understands it cause i haven't told anyone

to you: it doesn't feel good to send this kinda 'farewell-for-now' message.. i couldn't even get myself to reply you when you actually did reply, hurts far too much.

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Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 6:36 PM
holiday extended, hooray!


since i'm in the mood to blog, here i am!

A correction to my previous post:
School's starting in.. a week and 2 day's time! :D
(for all HCIS students only)

*wipes away the huge amount of sweat
ahh, now i have more time to do my essay which i haven't really started on, mm
i doubt my storyline(if i even have one) can reach up to 8 pages tho.. tough one

SARAH, your sally story could have been more than 8 pages *winkwink

twitter has been a lovely companion, although i only have rachel there, but its quite fun after all, facebook users, time to use both, i kno you've got plenty of time

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-picture taken off because it scares me :x-
R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON

Died at 50, heart attack while rehearsing non-stop.

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nothing much happening today other than sitting in front of the lappy munching on snacks (wife, crunches here we go), going out for lunch, blog hopping, facebooking, twittering, and of course the daily msn-ing, and a little bit of audi-ing(that I still suck at).

find my blog really shitty now, i don't know why.
not nice blog = no temptation/motivation to click on new post (unless i'm super bored)
which yea you kinda figured that i'm getting bored

anw, i'm off to call twin for a chat, hang in there!

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Twin, kno what?
Quit laughing at my fringe and..

I'M STARING AT YOU.

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Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 4:54 PM
Get out Chill out


i'm attempting to update my blog.. so be thankful, uh.


anw, i'm at marina's square starbucks chilling out now.
with #1SBF, ahhaha, chill out, catch up, fit clothes, talk crap, go crazy, talk nonsensical shit :D

_____ and tubes, shan't mention the first word due to some reasons, obscene much
mm. wearing girly clothes, then changing into all boy clothes, oh geez keel me

imma get my favourite icecream later, so wait for my arrival, hurhur

played with mac's photobooth hahaha, effects are so damn hilarious. UNGLAM MOMENTS too. i think i can't update with people staring at the screen *stares at someone mm. and even taking pictures of what i'm actually blogging, eh i shall make it a crime.



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past few days have been more of cousin's place and staying out.
okay not gonna mention anm, getting boring.

SCHOOL'S STARTING IN FRIGGING 3 DAYS TIME.
& guess what.
my 8 page narrative essay is STILL undone, kill me.

[Someone is starting to laugh while i'm blogging, shall go and murder.]

BYE.

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 7:22 PM
PISSED


I AM DAMN FREAKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

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@ 11:21 AM
Just us 2 Crazy Girls


I know I am supposed to post about Sunday, yesterday, but I didn't, heh.
Apparently Imma be at home the whole of today, so I'll just post and everything today, okay.

Sunday
Service as per normal, was rather short luh :D Crapping with Yy and Anita all the way, super funny. Lunch, youth servc, teaching. Then Anita came back from Strings practice. Nonsense luh, say will be late for teaching, in the end, not even late, is never appear throughout, tsktsk.
Funweek the coming Sunday, at Jiawen's house. Ha, my turn to own the Wii thingy *screams

Yesterday
Went to meet Lilyn, played tabletennis (noob version btw, cause I dont know how to play). Started sweating then decided to stop. Used lappy bla bla, then went to SPC and shell. Went to crap alot, then walked to the nearby park and haha, snapped loads of pictures. Siao, we really looked like 2 crazy girls, deprived of childhood. Went back, and took webcam shots :P HAHA.









Super failed timer shots, not deliberately taken :D


Now its the webcam shots :P


Omgosh, I'm finally done uploading all the pictures up blogger, its sucha chore. Facebook's the love unlike this. Hahaha, I think blogger's just noob at uploading pictures, sucha slow speed, ay.

Going off now, cya.

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Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
Know your limits


Stop all the screaming okay, I'm not your blardee dog, and I'm not for you to scream at. I'm alr feeling terrible and shitty inside so stop adding to everything. I just wanna bang the door and lock myself inside. I can't even talk on the phone, watch videos as and when I want to, I can't do anything. Threaten me, scream at me like nobody's business.

I feel terrible, okay.
I didn't wanna tell anyone this at first but looks like I've got no choice.

Thanks buddy for listening to me and calling me right away when I typed a sad face and sounded unusual. Cheered me up a whole lot with your nonsense and rubbish, ahh :D Sorry I had to hang up yea, ain't feeling any better cause I got forced to hang up when I didn't want to.

I'll post about tomorrow, tomorrow.

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Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 6:17 PM
awesomegreat-osphere


Yesterday
*inserts picture here
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENGRUI.
Lol, CR was like eating then I suggested "eh we all stare" then all of us standing around the table started to stare at him. Never did I expect him to tell us "Haha I'm used to the attention." *faints. Wanted to play the number game we played at Nat's house to finish the food but I refused *vomits.
Back home, talked to Yy and some others on msn. Great-oshpere yo! \w/

Thanks hero ay, don't worry I wasn't feeling left out okay. You ah, make me so touched cause you kept insisting I join you. Thanks hero! Heart-felt :D Love ya, and, rmb to update more ah.

Today
"What a dull and boring day."
Isn't that the most I can say about today. Boring, yes.

Audi-ed with twin, HAHAHA very fun and tiring actually, I've got no stamina at all. Anw, talked on the phone with her for quite long and yea laughed like the world has just gone insane. Have been long since we talked so long and all, so yea, felt much better.
[My ego was totally overwhelming, right. HAHA]

Facebook had this username choosing thing at 12:01pm.
Heya people, now you can find me at http://facebook.com/aishyn! :D
Un-common names, rock \w/

Helped Yy and Qijun since they were busy at that time. Good luck to all the Sarah's trying to get the best username! I've alr got like 5(?) Sarah's on facebook? Hmm.

Butt's Day- Twin. (Inside joke.)

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I'm getting over you, over you.

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Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 11:55 AM
Different Frequency


Someone just teach me how to get rid of paranoia.

Anw, I decided to come and post even though dear birthday girl hasn't send me the photos, and none of them uploaded on facebook just yet. I've got some photos with me, though! Was too lazy to bring out my cam to take candids and bla bla but yea only a few pics to entertain you.

Speaking of the "devil", she just replied me that she's coming onl. HAHA.

Yesterday

I like this picture the most, (taken during retreat) Oops, cause I didn't take any with her yesterday, hmm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANITA.


Went to her party yesterday, opposite LAKESIDE mrt station. Left home at around 10am and met Yy at Novena mrt station at 10:15am. Woohoo, we are early people, okay. Squeezing with some of the office people (I didn't know they go to work so late). Stood up and alighted at Raffles place then proceeded on to the line towards Jookoon (sounds like some Korean name acc. to wife!) hahaha. Stood up for like 3/4 of the ride. I then realised that our stop we're gonna alight is Lakeside and not Jookoon (ANITA TOLD US JOOKOON, what rubbish).

Reached there, called Anita and told her that Yy sprained her ankle (joke) and she fell for it. Made us laugh like crazy, silly grand-daughter.

Slacked around the house, put the fishballs + pineapple + sausages on the satay stick. Like how Anita and I did for Nat's sleepover! :D

Anw we went to open the function room and watched Scary Movie 4, which wasn't scary at all. Supposedly a comedy la. Tsktsk, some of the others came to join us. I kinda lagged a moment and didn't know what the others were laughing at. But yea, the ghost said random japanese words like sushi and mitsubishi and stuff, LOL.

Had buffet lunch? Yea, ate all the junk food (yes sinful, i know!), talked and slacked a little while. Many many more came, watched the next movie Princess Diaries #? :D End up, Yy started putting her legs on Anita, I put my leg's on hers, she lay on me, Anita lay on her and yea. Okay it sounds wrong but it isn't as wrong as you think it is, readers. Tsktsk.

I know what I'm doing, okay.

Walked and talked to the basketball court which was quite far away. Slacked there and played taptap revenge with Yy. Oh, I love the coldplay taptaprevenge. Should have listened to Junpei earlier, hmm. His stupid iphone battery went low.

Walked back and then ate satays! And more junk food. (shh i feel fat enough)
Yy was like giving me the enough-food-for-today look then I gave it back to her, hohoho!

Went upstairs to look at baby photographs and all, back down to the pool side and chatted with some people. Tit-tit's friends I think? Yea those guys were from ACJC (coolios). Went up and they played Indian poker and Cheat. I suck at card games, okay.

Stupid Daniel tricked me with his magic card stuff. Wth, seriously damn amazing la -.-

Took some pictures in Anita's house! Stupid boys kept running and shaking the camera when we were trying to take a decent photographs. Like running through just when it was about to snap, waving their hands in front of the camera lens. Haiyo, boys these days *shakes head and sigh


Xuening Anita Yingyu and Me!

MRT-ed back and did all sorts of crazy stuff like running out after one station then to the front of the mrt and chionging back inside a second before the door closes, walking through the mrt all the way, making a fuss outta nothing, banging into people, randomly exchanging seats. Tsk!


Qijun Me Yingyu Daniel

Back home quite late, though! :x

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I'll listen to what's reasonable and ignore what's not.

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 9:57 AM
who ever knew the outcome


Off t party all the way to the West(?) side of Singapore.

Not west side as in, after you die -.-
HAHA.

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Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 10:25 PM
Are horoscopes true?


Libra
- Septermber 24 to October 23

You will be burdened by a number of frustrating matters. Besides the occurrence of unfair and fraudulent situations, you will find yourself getting involved in unpleasant circumstances at work and in interpersonal relationships. Be cautious of what you say, and refrain from getting yourself in the limelight. Now is the time to save yourself. You will require your own strength and determination to solve current problems. Relying on others or waiting for good fortune will only make matters worse.

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@ 11:00 AM
Things in the Past, Things yet Unseen.


Have been a rather lazy pig, not bothered to open blogger, not bothered to click posting and create a new post, but well I just did, since I hated the way my blog seems like the most messy one anyone could ever blog-hop to.

Changed it into the default skin, 'cause I'm getting sick of my previous one.
Pretty satisfied with this, since I can easily insert a header picture somemore *awesome.

Got a bike yesterday, just a normal one, to ride for fun :D
Anw, anw, that was just so I could remember when I got my bike la.

Some new pictures: (credits to Si-En)





Alright, here you go just a little of "entertainment".
Cya guys in a moment!

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Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 6:04 PM
Church Retreat 2009


Well, I'm back! After a few days, hahaha.
I have no idea if you're gonna expect a long or short post, all depends!

Anw,
@ Pulai Springs Resort, Malaysia.

3 June
Arrived at church and filled in the white card thingy with all the particulars. Fooled around and yea, thanks for all the sweetsweet takecare and enjoy messages, love you all (: Didn't have time to reply though, sorry, cause reached the immigration thing rather fast.

Tsk. I WASN'T EMO-ING. Just that I plugged in the earphones and slept okay -.-
AND, I'm not a backpacker la.. Hmm.

Was roomed with Anita, settled down there alr, then went to Qijun and Jamie's room. Si En was supposed to room with Pastor Yook Ching but then she switched and moved to Qijun and Jamie's room. Hmm.

Went to walk around the place and at the golf course, haha but got chased out.


Slacked around since we had nothing better to do on the first day. Went around and saw the soccer/tennis court-like thing. The tennis court's net was too short or something, and then.. this happened..

We as spectators were all dying of laughter. Tsktsk.

Went to play the obstacle course beside the courts as you can see in the pictures and got all dirty. Headed back to the room, and yea. Took pictures. Oops. Eh, as memory, right! :D


Okay I look super shitty here, but, whatever, right! Hahaha.

Hmm, had dinner afterwards, and headed back to the room to take some stuffs, and more pictures.
(p.s. only pictures on the first and last day :x)
Lol, photography of HF?


Didn't understand sermon. Tsktsk, I only know that certain words he say really is retarded.
EXAMPLE: "humblum" and "亲爱的弟兄妹"
Whats with the LOL damn irritating ley, as he kept repeating it.

Rushed back to room with koka noodles and milo packets to watch the Channel 8 9pm show, 双子星. Hahaha. All eyes glued onto the teeveeee :D





Something freaky happened.
I was showering, well okay, I mean, done showering, but not yet out of the toilet when the phone rang. Thought it was just Anita so yea, what's the rush? When I wanted to pick the call, it stopped ringing alr. Anita came back 1min after. Being in the room alone, I was freaked out. Called Qijun to check if it was her who called. But it wasn't. Someone else called them to check out where I was. Freaky much isn't it. How did they know I was there just now.

Found out after freaking out for a damn long time that it was Uncle Daniel. He wanted us to switch to the room with PYC. Wth.. though it was those suite kinda thing. Had to move out tomorrow.

Went down to Qijun's room then to the boy's room to slack for a while. Some of them came back drunk -.- They were like telling me Uncle Daniel was finding for me, AGAIN. Wow, wth. Since they were drunk, I didn't really take their words seriously but it was true, tsk suay.

Back to the room. And Anita Arnab(?) had her laughing fits.


Slept really late, but it was yea hell of a laughter.

4 June
Woke up super duper early at around 6+ la, went for a quick shower, then morning called Qijun's room. Shook Anita up, then went down to find them. Wonder why am I always the alarm clock during camps like these.

Breakfast,
Worship and Sermon,
Teabreak,
Group sharing was funny. Uncle Daniel was talking the whole time la. When I was asked a question, I just said "Fly." and it was applicable. Thanks hero! :D
Free time. Watched them play bball in the squash court, went for obstacle course, and had splinters on my hand, went back to the room, changed into swimming gears, and swam. Stupid "shorty" took my clothes and ran around -.- Freaked out la. Went back to the room, showered and watched teevee with Qijun!
Dinner.
Had some 见证 thing.
Back to Qijun's room, watched teevee again.

Left a note stating I'm off to shower since I had a stupid blardy curfew of 1030pm, ridiculous.
Went to shower, had a faulty card so went to the boys room to search if they took the wrong card. Went back to the room and was stunned. PYC wrote there " 11pm, still not back. " -.-

5 June
Breakfast,
Worship & Sermon,
Picture taking,
Teabreak,
Group sharing about being in God's enterprise,
Freetime. Played basketball, and went to run with HF. Slacked in the room for a lil' while and decided to go for a dip in the pool.
Went back to the room, and no one answered the bell. Through the back door, we saw Qijun lying there, not moving at all. With the tele still on. Freaking out, I started slamming the door and shouting her name like no one's business but still no response at all. Her dad rang her up, and she still didn't move a cm. Si-En and HF ran down to get the master card, and I was still banging that door. Phew, she was just asleep -.-
Dinner,
Q&A,
Rushed back to watch teevee again, and was told that I had a curfew of 1030pm.

Angry and frustrated. It's the last night and you're saying I have to get back at 1030pm? The announcement said 1am O: Went up to the boys room and slacked. Got pulled out by PYC and received a lecture from her. She claimed that she's gonna complain and is disappointed in us and all. Wtv.. Ugh. Spoiler?

6 June
Went to Qijun's room early in the morning. Wanted to wake Qijun and Jamie up but they ended up scolding Anita. Hahaha, and they didn't even know that it happened. I shook Qijun and asked her to wake up, but she told me "I WANNA EAT MY SHOELIDBOX." Wondering what on earth was that, I asked Si-En, but none of us had any ideas. After all, she said it, in her dreams. HAHAHA.

Breakfast,
Conclusion,
Packing bags,
Lunch,
Bus,
Home.

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Wellwell, am tired now, so I just ended abruptly.

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
post deleted


Post deleted cause my instinct tells me something's gonna happen if that post is kept.
Still very pissed, but I shall learn to control my temper.

Talked over the phone with twin, feel alot better now.
You retard, ay? Must agree, if not I keel you.

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@ 4:01 PM
off tomorrow


Yes yes, I'm finally outta Singapore tomorrow!
Reality hasn't struck me that "I'm going for church retreat tomorrow." until I read Qijun's post to see how eggcited she actually is. Then, oh yea reminds me, I haven't even packed a single thing :D

Being the lazy me, I predict I'll only start packing tomorrow morning when I'm like supposed to reach church at 12 plus? I THINK. Haha. Am not sure, but will check later. Tsk, I'm still very lazy.

Lilyn's leaving tonight, back on Sunday.
I'm leaving tomororw, back on Saturday.

CHEER UP TWIN.
No problems luh, I'm always here for you kay.
(I'll not continue posting about anything here, don't wanna say the wrong things!)

CHEER UP RACHEL.
Well, that's life luh. I know you can tolerate and pull yourself through all these shit they are getting you into okay? There's really nothing much you can do now. But know I'm always just a phonecall/sms/im away okay! Smile alright deary, me luv you!

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And, before I end.
QIJUN, you've got a dental appointment on Monday! :D

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Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 2:00 PM
every single time, every routine


I shall post as I promised Qijun. HAHAHA.
I should and shall and will post like how you do, rightright!

Once in a lifetime

Yesterday.
Yesterday was rather nice. Church was.. good. Haha, did AV in the morning, thank HF the kind soul who helped me, tsk. Long worship for youth, weird songs today (right YY!). Haha, went for Night at the Museum 2 after that at Tiong Plaza. Bus-ed around 1 hour journey home with Yy, talked alotalotalot, till I drop! Parted ways home. That's 'bout it.

Todaytodaytoday.
Alright, I said I was gonna post and I clicked on "Create a new post", and now it's already 2:30pm. Apparently, when I want to start posting, something else comes by :P


Wellwell, and trasnferring songs into my phone which doesn't really distract me from blogging, so yea that's about it.

Anw, people have been asking how did I do for my exams this term.

Highest score: 92% (Chinese)
Lowest score: 36% (Economics)


Don't ask me for my average cause it sucks, alot. Although I improved la(:
Stupid Jeremy snatched 9th position in class from me, I got 10th.

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Yea. Always and forever busy.
I think I miss your care.. :/
Though I always claim you're bias.. ugh.. I don't know.

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Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 12:58 PM
like a statue, stuck staring right at you


All Time Favourite

Life's fine, life's still going on.
Haven't been posting recently cause whenever I'm bored, something else pops up for my entertainment or yea, well whatever it is, I finally got my arse to sit down and post.

Uploaded many photos on facebook, well two albums to be exact.
East coast park and RTC.

Well the trip to East Coast park was rather great, gotta slack. Main purpose was to bid farewell to Carolina as she's heading to UWC alr. Sad case, why do I start treasuring when people are leaving, ohwell.

Cycled there, bedok jetty, back to central. Yea well. Was quite fun.









Pictures will be up, slowly.

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It's the holidays alr, June holidays. Eh, I've got an 8 page long narrative essay to do. Any ideas? Storyline? Shit, I don't wanna do last minute work, again :( Haven't wrote an 8 page long essay before, that's just, a lil' too crazy.

I need to meet up with some people, must must must.
Have been a long time since I've last met up with them, luh.

Think my posts are a lil' too wordy, don't you think so?
Leave comments at my tagboard alright, :D

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Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 3:38 PM
Rachel's Blogshop


Click on the picture to get to the blogshop alright? (:

Well, first time "advertising" for anything. So yea, don't expect any persuasive skills whatsoever.

CHECK OUT 2hands-toclap.blogspot.com for fantabulous things you've been waiting to find? Perhaps you'll just find it there. Who knows? Well, just check it out okay!

For those who love books, yea here you go! 2hands-toclap is just like an online bookstore, and 99% of prices are below popular, kino or yea, anything else luh! Tsktsk, so what're you waiting for? Eh. Wait. There's still more. Father's day gifts and customised cards can be bought there too!

No worries, this isn't any scam whatsoever kay. My really good friend Rachel is yea the owner of 2hands-toclap.blogspot.com, so do support alright lovelies! :D



I'll be back to update real soon, wait for me.

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Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 3:10 PM
why you, why regret


I think I shan't bother anyone else with this.

Thanks Sarah.

Why. Why was I so stupid. And now, I come to this stage when I start to regret, all over again? I could have tolerated for a few more days, I could have sticked by my rule. But I didn't. WHY! Why am I always bound to committing mistakes that I've already committed before. I told myself, not till that date, but still? This is overwhelming me, though it was just a word. Though, it was just a sentence, harmless. Totally harmless. But maybe I was chosed to be ignored. It's still hurting, reallyreallyreally badly. It feels like my heart's being smashed into smithereens, and I'm not gonna be able to find them back, again. Those few words were harmless, I could've said it to anyone else. And, why were my fingers so itching to click there. Why. I hate living in regret, I hate regretting what I've just done, cause what's done is done. Many will say "What for regret?" But I am, and still am, regretting. It could have just been that significance that took an important role. How does he make a difference? It just can't be explained, and I.. really don't know. Maybe it was just, love at first sight, can I doubt myself, please.

I just wanna go somewhere, somewhere I can shout and scream everything out.

It's so frustrating, everything. Everything is so frustrating. I can't take this no more. Why am I getting scolded for what's being put upon me. Can't you just leave me alone. Can't life just let me live my way for a day. Is there a day I can freaking not give a damn about anything, and live the way I want life to be. Any, just name me any way. I want my rights, I want to live my life.


Tell me the definition of love. The love that has been crushing many hearts.

I tell myself I don't love you anm. But I know it's just a meaningless sentence cause I don't think I meant what I have said. After.. many days. I still love you, know. I just needed a reply. Any sort of reply. Be it a fullstop, an exclamation mark, or even just a hi would satisfy me. Why am I so easily satisfied when it comes to you? Why, why not anyone else but you, it's killing, me. I know it's hopeless alr, but still, my love remains..

I have my life to lead. I have my stairs to climb.

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Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 7:01 PM
sometimes a lil too social


Everyone was talking about their preparation for Shelly's sweetsixteen party at the Grand Hyatt, which is located at Orchard, today. Well, I was an outcast, but I didn't feel extra la (:

Anw, I think it just started, well so many people aren't online, and isn't gonna be online for the rest of today, I guess.

ALL THE BEST YINGYU FOR YOUR.. .. JUBILATE today! :D

Alright, I suddenly remembered, so there you go a random line. And, it was super random to see me messaging you like at 730 in the morning, right. But, I knew telling you will make me feel better la, so there's my reason, tsktsk.

Have decided not to go to the party for several reasons la, but would want to see the pictures from the party okay my dear friends. Mustmust, since it's glam formal night, woohoo. Have fun!

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Decided to go to school today since fever subsided but the problems are still there, just no high temperature. Wanted to get my results, anyway. Skipped the last part of school, early departure.
Saw sheefu and talked to her for a lil while then had a chat w H at the front porch, super funny ley -.- Frenchfries, yumyum. Sinful, much. Yea, then the sec2s came over to have a chat :P

Recess was, ace. ACE I mean. Tsktsk, winks for the group of friends!
I'm sure I did a really good job during recess right, I know I'm too sociable. Tsk -.- HAHAHA.

Leandre was like, "I see you two whisper I know you all going there to guailan her alr."
note: in that low angmor tone, hahahahaha.

Lilyn and I topped the class for chinese main paper \w/ Jiayou for the rest of the terms kay!
Wonder how much I scored for compo, 've got this gut feeling its gonna be lousy since I totally overshot the word count, and also, I think I might have wrote way outta point, so we'll see how it goes.

Passed Chemistry. Passed Biology.
Skipped Geography, so I'll get the results, soon.

Grouping with the Koreans during English is freakingly scary. The only people talking were mainly Sarah Susanna and I. The rest didn't contribute, at all. Yea, how very fair, isn't it, tskk (:

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Decided not to go plaza sing, cause I'm not feeling v well yea. Anyway, seeing who comes online. Seeing if anyone in the LOVE group actually is gonna come online since some of them are at the party, so fat hope. Tsktsk, where is twin, she suddenly brb and never came back, nonsense uh.

Till then luvs.

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@ 3:48 PM
Can you just stretch the rules?


YES, I'm finally here to rant.
Since I promised this post to quite a number of people who asked me what happened, here is your post I shall fulfil you of :D

YESTERDAY, the last day of exams, and the last paper- Bio. I had this invigilator that I shall not name. I politely asked her if I could use my jacket, as I was already not feeling well, but had no sign of fevers or any other sort. She strictly said, No. Being a good school girl (don't shake your head), I listened to her, and did my paper. The aircon was swinging, yes. But I was freaking cold because I am already sick, as I mentioned in this post, and to her.

She was ignorant for a little while, but after my persistant complaints that I was freezing, she decided to move my table to the corner. Whats the use, I'm already cold. Why the hell not give me my jacket? You can check my jacket for any hidden answers or if there are any answers written on my jacket, I'm not so desperate. But in any case, since you don't entrust this wearing of jackets, can you at least bring some spare for people like me?

I asked politely, many times. And she said "It's not even cold. Since you're sick, even if you have your jacket on, you'll still be cold." What's your point here. Are you indirectly trying to tell me that "Since I'm sick, I might as well get more sick." If yes, you've reached your goal.

I was running a high fever during the exams and wasn't able to even think of completing my paper. I just dumped it aside and tried to resist the cold-ness of all these shit.

I know about the no-jacket-rule, but I'm freaking having a fever here, any mercy?
Why not provide jackets then.

SO yes, wondering what caused me to have a sudden high fever when none of my friends or relatives are sick? Here you go, thanks invigilator, I'll never forget you. Stop being such an inflexible person will you, be more understanding and good things will happen to you, if not, the other way round.

Alright, done with it. Comment on my tagboard.

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Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 10:06 PM
High Fever, tsk


HIGH FEVER, tsk, my temp. hitting 39 soon.
Been to the docs, avoid me if you wanna.

Had a damn nice talk with wifeee last night, tsk yy. Anw, made me feel much better after ranting and all. And she agrees w me, hoho means I'm not being unreasonable, ayay :D So pissing kno, but so much better after pouring my troubles, hahaha.

Alrighties, have been talking to Twin on msn today, webcam and all, when I was feeling better cause of the medc. But, feeling terrible now, Idk why. Will go sleep early, tsk, for once, right! :P Be stunned.

Anw, sorry if I sounded damn cold to you people on msn yea, just don't feel like talking. Oops.

TANLILYN CAN FINALLY USE THE COMPUTER! Hhaha.

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MIDYEARS, officially declared: OVER.
I've got stuff to rant about tomorrow, wait for a long rant post kay.
Haven't been posting my really angry but somewhat reasonable at times post. Hehehe!

GottaGetGoing,
I shall not be anyone's replacement.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 5:57 PM
1 true friend is better than a 100 "friends"


I will wanna be that happy kid again.

Well, skipped school today. Since I'm not participating and yea, don't feel like waking up so early to reach school at 7am. And, not feeling at my best anw, physically. Yea, a little sick, heh. Tsktsk.

Anw, woke up at 10am (HAHAHA) and ate breakfast till 12pm :x
Those that know me should know I'm a very slow eater.

Kay, slacked in front of the computer and msn-ed, facebook-ed, listened to songs! Thanks M for sending me songs yea, and I transferred some other songs from the old lappy that's alr DYING.

Went for dental, and it was a killer.
Stainless-steel chain? Pink rubber chain?
Geez.

Just phoned with 2 people, tsk. Love you two, thanks for cheering me up, ay! :D

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Last 2 papers tomorrow, Economics and Biology.

I just can't concentrate on mugging now, seriously. Like, I've yet to find a way to make myself concentrate on mugging, geez. Alright, whatever it is, I still have to face the two super heavy subjects tomorrow. Sigh, I just wanna get it over and done with.. I'll try my best, then.

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I read this news on the new paper today..
How can ANYONE on this earth be SO CRUEL?!
Click on the picture to see the tiny words.

If you're lazy, it says..
He felt she was closer to son than him.
He punched, slammed boy against door and bit his genitals.

Like come on, out of jealousy? Told ya'll, jealousy kills.

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1 true friend is better than a 100 "friends".
- that's what we twins think :D

"... ... ... you know that they're true and they're yours to keep & trust. "
- ay Rachel?

Alright, there you go.


I'll love those that really treasure,
Aishyn.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 6:48 PM
I'll learn to fly


2 more to go, till MYEs are over! :D
Waiting, still waiting, but before that. Mugging, but still failing to do so.

I think my english has deproved drastically since I stopped blogging all my long wordy posts that no one actually bothers to read. Grr :D I'm lazy to read my old wordy posts, so can't blame you!

English Compre and Chinese compo today.
Chinese compo was pretty easy, well I hope I don't get marks deducted for too much words. Just blame busybees for always making us write sooo much, tsk.
班上的开心果
Tsk, if only I'm a 开心果, wellwell. Have to be optimistic 'bout things :P
We did the english compre during lesson time before, and I feel reallyreally dead stupid right now. 'cause S.lover told me the answers and 'scolded' me cause of it before, and I only realised after the examinations. Not gonna score well for this one, damnit. Think I did better for the lesson-time one, how retarded can this get.

BUT, teacher didn't go through the answers, so not counted. Since she didn't even tell us the actual answers, and we didn't do corrections. So its fair. Just that we read it before. Dang.

Toa Payoh became Tao Payoh.
And the dhow's name became 'King Barker', laugh out loud.

Omg! I coincedentally met XN at the nanyang bus stop today. Tsk, she almost banged into me and I was like "familiar voice.." cause apparently, she was on the phone. Quickly called her and then she waved like crazy from the bridge, and I waved even more crazily, hahaha.

Awesome, we finally met.

Went for lunch with L and S, then proceeded to L's house after that.

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Skipping school tomorrow, not going for Combined Sports Meet with HC and NY.
Tsk, some HCJC people are skipping too la, so I guess this is gonna be a high-record-breaking school skipping day since most of the people I know aren't going.

Braces, dental pain- The Classic Excuse, ay?

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PICNIK, can you please freaking work now. Why is it always failing me.
Not bothered to use the photo editor I downloaded (:D) cause it doesn't have the same functions.
Picnik, quickly work, if not. No photos for this post! Hha.

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I'm not gonna be bothered if people are bias or whatever. Those that treasure are those that I treasure. Zoey once told me, "You can't care 'bout the world." Love you zobo! MEET UP QUICK.

I'll learn to fly.

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Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
exams oh-the-stress


Omy, I couldn't believe.. "THIS IS ACTUALLY ME?!"

Tsk, I heard that these two guys now are popular among the girls. Lol, many girlfriends huh. HAHAHA. So I was a lucky girl? They don't look v attractive here -.- But, girl magnet? Omg. Ha!

Kay, haven't been editing photos for a really long time, so all the skills rusty alr! Think Imma start editing photos once exams over. Eh, but thinking 'bout it, I've no photos now. Haven't been taking alot of pictures recently. Hmm :D

Screwed up all the examinations today. Yes, I mean ALL.

Fever-ish today, had slight fevers since around 5pm yesterday. I do NOT have swine flu. Confirm guarantee plus chop(?). Hahaha. Okay so whatever, gotta try harder for the rest but seemingly the sick-bug wouldn't get away from me. Sucha a b****.

3 examinations in a row today, with 30 minutes break in between.
I think it is retarded.

We end later than we usually do on mondays, 2:40pm.
Like hello, 3 examinations in a row, the mental state will go lowlow also ok. Look at the time, omy.

Tomorrow's examinations are rather relax-ed? Except the English compre part. Starting to dislike English, sadly. Maybe it's cause I'm no longer happy in English classes anm. Isn't learning supposedly a joy? Doubt so now. Chinese compo tomorrow, eh why normal chinese don't have 公函. That's my favourite, especially in BBLC :P

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Blossom. Where are you?!
You take so long to finish your homework, and I don't think you'll really do them right. Tsk.

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You're bias, you're so bias. It's not 'bout being busy kno.. it's just that. You're bias.
Fine, I'm jealous. Jealousy kills, so whatever.

Anw, people, don't assume it's you kay! (:

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NEW BLOGSKIN, finally used someone else's skin, and also edited yup.
Think Imma stick with this skin for quite some time. Comments please?

Boombah, ending my post here.
w(L)

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Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 10:04 PM
your sweetsweet smile


Sometimes the closest people hurt you the most.

Maybe there's something wrong with me, or whatever.
I feel that you're bias kay? You don't care, or maybe you claim you do.

If I say bye, or even if I go MIA, you wouldn't care although you claim you care alot.
Whatever.

Thanks blossom, for messaging me to cheer me up and all, and for being there. Thanks sweetest, for messaging me and all, letting me know you're there. Thanks mummy, for being there to talk to me cheering me on. Thanks L, you're the best pal, whenever, anywhere, right? Lovee.

Thanks twin. Ily kay. We say the most retarded things, do the most retarded things. And sadly, we're very alike, even in our retarded moments. Tsk. Thanks for using all the super funny ways t cheer me up okay. AND, I want to take back my words. How dare youuuuu..

Alright done with the thanks for now kay.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH BESTY :D
Can you fly back from Shanghai RIGHT NOW? Tsk. You ought to visit us now.. Geez, ZOBO SABO AIBO supposed to go out, you know!? Time to plan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO!

Although I know you won't be reading this. Time to fly back from Taiwan and visit us!

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I've gotta stop feeling so emotionally shitty during exams.
I need to mug. But unfortunately, failed.
3 exams paper, one after another,


Sweetsweetsmile,ily.

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Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 1:36 PM
Geez, fiasco


I don't believe in MIA-ing during exams(:

Who says it'll help anw. I rather continue coming here since it blogging is also another way of letting me take a breather. Geez, all the stress everyone else is giving, piling themselves with books and notes.

Others are busy enjoying as their exams are officially over.

With that note in mind, it is harder to mug knowing that your other friends are all going out, enjoying and all. Ugh, why are HCIS' examinations always super last minute later than the other schools? Unfairunfair.

We start yesterday, they end yeseterday.

I've got no pictures to post currently, find them on facebook and friendster.
Oh yes, I'm starting to friendster, again(: Catch me thr.

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Went out for study time with L and M yesterday. Met M at macs, totally entertained L and I. Hahha, we were pratically disiao-ing everyone including strangers we totally didn't know. Some of them even said I looked familiar, like.. I was wondering "Where on earth did you see me?" -.-

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I'll stop lying to myself saying that 'I don't love you anm.'
Ain't working, but not gonna stop trying.

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Bblc later, I've got people to help me with Chem! :D
Since Chinese is alr over, but I bet we still have to do all the shit compos and compres ):

Fiasco.

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 10:22 PM
I'll never be a replacement, never


Very pissed, hence explains the reason of this rather random post.

I'll never be anyone's replacement, never. I'm not a replacement when your girlfriend/boyfriend/friend is not around. Cause, I'm not born to be just another spare tyre. I'll tolerate what is tolerable, but I've got my limit too.

You'll seek the spare attention from others, 'cause I don't find it fair to me.

(PLEASE don't ask me who I'm refering to, because I'm not saying anything. My blog's a place for me to rant out and express how I feel to get everything outta me. Respect my privacy ay.. Now I guess I understand why so many people privated their blogs.)

Maybe people are right to say I fit more in a government school..

I've got #1, and I'm happy.
Cheer up okay, Ily. Cya soon.

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Kaboomkaboom,kaboomboomboom.
Reality has yet to hit me right smack and has yet to tell me MYEs are starting on Friday.
Yes, I mean Friday, May the 15th, when everyone ends their examinations.

D:

Suck right, yes, sucky schedule. More time to mug, though.
Class tests going on this week, mostly takes up 10% of each subject.

I think MYEs schedules suck ttm, 3 subjects a day.
Chiong everything uh? Afraid my brain will be lacking oxygen.

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I believe the truth will be revealed too soon, too soon to be true.
I've seen through you.
I'll train my tolerance, I'll control my anger. I'll try to keep it within me.

Don't try. You'll never succeed.

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Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 1:49 PM
where's the highway that i need


Can someone give me a day, just a day would be enough.

Give me a day of total freedom at a place where no one knows,
give me day that I can spend with those that understands the most,
give me a day that I can say whatever I want and the people around me doesn't mind,
give me a day that I can feel loved by all these loved ones.


A day without the stress that I get, which in the first place, isn't really a lot.

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Haven't been blogging recently, sorry readers! Hahaha, having too much fun webcam with people. It usually works when I'm down. Especially dear blossom. Makes me laugh like crazy ay!

School has been quite loaded with work and revision.
Exams starting on the 15th May, which is well the coming Friday.

Not happy 'bout a few subjects in school, some are due to the teachers, some aren't (:
Sometimes, the results are just in the teachers' hands so what can I do 'bout it. Well whatever, I shan't go into why I said that, but you can ask me, and see if I can tell you. No obligation though.

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Shall get started with English Argumentative Essay which I don't expect and intend to get high marks from anyway, no difference if I write very good and logical whatsoever. Only some people know why!

Tada readers, I'll just show you some screenshots ay(:



Ilovedieblossom:D

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Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 10:19 PM
entertainment's everything


Helloooooooooo(:

I. HATE. DOTA.
[ N can't see this, therefore it is enlarged. ]
I. HATE. DOTA.
[ N says he still can't see this, therefore it is repeated. ]
Yea I just told J that since L isn't online.
Cause N just told me to wait and call him cause he's dota-ing -.-

Was online early in the morning and talked to J, webcammed with her.
Twin then webcammed with me for a lil' while.
S came online around lunch time, so we webcammed.

Was talking on the phone with N and she guessed it right! Dear S is N and my great itunes library, thanks ay, and special thanks from N to you as well.

(Did very retarded screenshots, and you'll get stunned at some of them.)

Introducing..

Dear S(above) and me(below) :D


Twist, cheers for the best.


Don't you just love this one!
HAHA, don't ask how it's done. Credits to S.


Best webcamwhores ♥

Alright, done with the pictures.

Went for tuition after that, Zzz.
Thanks la N, message me halfway, phone vibrated damn loudly on the table while everyone was damn silent doing the work given, like a pin drop could even be heard, and then this loud vibration comes along..

Dinner, met A there, hahaha!

Check eyesight, get new spectacle frame and lens. Collection in less than a week! :D

5 CT
50 SU
10 OSU
15 C
25 R
50 SU
10 OSU
(don't needa understand this ay!)

Kay, off I go now. Showertime!

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Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 11:15 AM
stop all labouring today


Found this in my '08 labours day post, which is also known as Mayday.
From 1st May 08 till now, I still agree with what I wrote on that piece of paper.

Those illusions are fiction. Those experiences are reality.


I don't know how you feel about that, but well it means alot to me.
If you're curious, click HERE to see my last year's mayday post.

Happy Mayday everyone, hope you get a good rest today ay.

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Osmond's party, delayed post. Haha, 25th April.

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I'll post when I'm back, off for early mother's day lunch.

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 6:32 PM
tag replies 28/29-april'09


Sueanne: Hello lover, great minds think alike ay :P Love you!
Sarah: Heya :D
Yanxuan: Hahaha, hi!
Rachel: Me luv you too, meet up. Jys for MYEs kay.
Desiree: Hehe yes that D is you :D You and Jiingharn intro-ed me remember? Imy. Thanks(:
Jeremy: Hihihihihi back. Hahaha, what's spamZORS? O:
Doel: 好朋友(: Sorry! Too many to link, so once tagged, will be linked.
Jocelyn: I'm glad its not my fault luh, paranoia was overwhelming. Love you twin!
Nigel: Hello bubbles.
Jiingharn: I wanna see you! More than a year alr, love ya sister(:

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@ 6:21 PM
the littlest things that turn me down


Back from school, getting my arse down to blog.

Geez, I just reaslied I can't be so easily knocked down, gotta stand strong! Hmm, sometimes in life, I feel like sucha failure cause when I do something, seconds later, I regret. Tell myself I'm not gonna be such an arse, but still, happens everyday.

Got back from school.

PE for swimming was damn boring. Ms Siew went to SSS to support Shana.
My gosh, Shana got new record for.. 50m backstroke with a timing of 00:29.24.
And, she got another new record for 100m backstroke with a timing of 01:03.96.

In school for swimming PE today..
Did the trial test thingy, 50m breaststroke 50m freestyle, 4 min treading water, slack.


Stayed back with J and L at poolside, cause we decided to be kind people and accompany J. Talked whole lots of nonsense which was very random, cause I can't even remember anything.
Oh, throwing sweets. I'll ace that very soon. Wait and see.

Talked to N while on the way home. Entertaining.
因为所以,
香蕉蚂蚁,
藏在心里,
不告诉你.
He told me that, wl, what nonsense.

Tired tired tired. Waiting for bubbles and blossom to end their training. Ha ha ha.

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I'll post only the starting letter of the people's name I mention cause of various reasons.
  1. I don't wanna get into whole loads of shit again.
  2. I don't want people to get gossipy about everything.
  3. I don't want to enclose other's privacy.
  4. I think this is the way I want it to be.
Worth a try luh yeah. I'll see how it goes.

Do NOT jump to conclusions on who I'm talking about.
'cause, in one post, there might be different J's but all will be named as J's.

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Teenyweeny, ain't me.
A

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 10:13 PM
the passion's still on-going


Hello dear friends, Aishyn's back into the blogging arena.

After closing my blog for quite a while, I realised it has already became a part of me.
Started blogging since Primary 5, intro-ed by J and D (my dear pri sch friends)

I'm thankful to have my loyal readers ay,
moved here from herdream-reality.

The right mentality,
A♥

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